lost >w<"

well went to Toastmaster meeting at ILTI today..

compare to last time i went with liying,von n zyenh..

it's not that interesting..probly cuz of d topic they're discussing

well..it's bout economics stuffs....not interested..=="

so well today they have some nice topics..

so i enjoyed it..XD

i'l go back again....i will...xDD...

by the meantime...

im LOST

i still am unsure of what i really wanted...

if i'm goin to get into what i wanted...of course i'l b pleased~

but what if i don't???

wat am i goin to do next?

follow my heart or listen to theirs??

what will i be if i choose what i wanted....

the future of what i chose is unpredictable and very uncommon

hence it's risk i'm taking if i follow my heart..

what should i do??

p.s hoping miracles could happens~