so so soooooo FAN!!!

sigh~followed my brother to aus-ed again...
he listened to what they have to say ..dad came along..he drove us ther..
and i went ther to apply for another uni...
but as i have said...
my results is sooo darn suxx...
now..i'l tell u how suxx it is..
i have to redo a foundation program...
which means.....wasted a year.....plus d expenses..*which is like.....(speechless)*
then only i get to do degree program...*which is a basic 3 years...imagine d expenses!!!*
BUT
different uni have diff foundation....
which gave me headache...
my sis is studying in usyd...
n my mom told the aus-ed gal yesterday..

aus-ed gal: "uhm..wher do u wish to study..*as in which part of oz*
mom: "syd ther very exp arh..cancel out lar" *which means macquarie,newcastle,unsw...etc is out*
aus-ed gal: "gum arh....then perth,melbourne,adelaide or SA lo.."
...then bla bla bla...wun tell much bout it here..

then when things are done wif my bro's issue..
v headed home..dad went back to work...

when dad came back from work..
he asked..how much isit pohsuet's studying ther? *my sis's fren studying in newcastle*
so i called up my sis to ask bout it...

then~got scolded again by my sis...
saying why am i being such a stupid to just only apply those few uni..
y didn't i apply nsw's uni....bla bla bla~~
then told her bout wat mom said...then she mumbles again..
then she told dad..
if i were to apply any nsw's uni...then our expenses will be lesser...*which is true after asking few of my frens..*
cuz will b saving budget on d rent for the house stuffs, foods....n etc...

then kept talking bout uni stuffs...*too long to explained here..*

conclusion..i'm still being scolded as stupid...
sigh~

then headed to ballet...wanting to watch a ballet comp in kl d coming sun or mon...
but dad disagree for me to go alone without any accompanian...
i wanted to work on 30th n 31st....my only working day!!
then asked mom bout it..
then she nags again bout ballet stuffs....*which is prohibited to say here...cuz i dun wanna let ppl noe bout it*
sigh~~~
jus having too many stuffs in my head now..feel as if it's gonna burst anytime..


argh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

fan~ very d fan~..wat to do!!
if i get the offer letter for d uni i applied.....then course starts on oct....
which means i might not come back to m'sia during cny...cuz ther wun be break!! * i guess*..
BUT
i might take option to study local private uni.......*which i dislike..but due to recession n economically...i have to if ther's no other choice*